Where do you turn when the place you called home isn’t safe anymore?
My first gay relationship is now my first heartbreak. I didn’t think I was the sort of person who hides from his problems, but when I stumble into a chance to disappear—to escape my past and my ex and live the wild single life I’ve only fantasized about—I take it.
Even if it means keeping a secret from everyone that matters to me. A great big secret that could mess up everything between me and my best friend, and all these men I’m starting to care about too much, who welcomed me into their home and into their lives.
A secret that could ruin me.
Too many hearts, too many ways to break them. Too many people who deserve the truth, and not enough of me to go around. Too much to hope that I can have it all, this love I don’t deserve, when every day I live here is a lie.
A MM+ Why Choose for lovers of savage queens, short kings, showing off, and sacrifice
Everyone wants a piece of me. No surprise, considering that my job is to be professionally good looking. But after spending half my life on the runway, I’m tired of people only seeing the surface: the model, the party boy, too vain to notice that men only want me for my body. I notice, and I hate it, but getting free of all that means giving up on everything I know. No wonder I grab onto the first guy who gives a damn about me. I didn’t know he came with complications.
Now I’m stuck between two best friends who need to get over themselves and admit they love each other, and the only other man who sees it too. Something tells me I’m either the catalyst that’s brought them all together, or the dynamite that’s going to blow their friendship apart.
If I can only keep my head above water long enough to find out. Let these men protect me from my compulsive need to drown my problems in alcohol and acting out. Or have I stumbled into another situation that’s going to cost me everything?
A gay Why Choose romance for readers who love power bottoms, hurt and healing, second chances and first-time feels.
